2010之心言心语

我们的最后到底会演变到什么地步？
我正在慢慢的发掘 在思考 所谓的真相，事实。
我是相信有一生好朋友的存在，
但现在我真的感觉不到，谁会是永远。
最清澈的友谊，求学的那段时光！

慢慢的大家都搅浑了好朋友的定义，
他们往往都只是在利用，除了利用还是利用。
我感觉到“她”总是在利用我。
这是最伤最痛的感觉。
口说是好朋友，但我一点也感觉不到。

慢慢的 我发现，朋友与朋友之间，
很容易产生不必要的摩擦。
就只是小小的事件，就吵的一发不可收拾。
有时，我宁可退出游戏，不出声为妙。
真正的朋友，好朋友，知己，死党，
是吵架吵出来的吗？

男生们，他们总是喜欢贪新鲜。
男生们，他们总是喜欢找事吵。
男生们，遇上口角就要当赢家。
男生们，他们总是不会让对方。
厄，你们可以不可以有点礼让精神？

虽然我和“她”的理想不一样，
生活方式也大有不同。
我显少出夜街，她总是迟迟不归；
我不喝酒，她喝；
她总是为钱而疯狂，我没有。
我们很有很多的不同，但是据我所知，
她应该是最了解我的那个，
应该知道我最需要的是什么！
I think you should know me saying you. <3
You are my forever best friend/partner.

> I break my record yesterday night, fall asleep at 4am. =D

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生活篇173之步入二月

Here already stepped into February, life is become more challenging for me. I realized that I only blogging once a week, the mood of blogging were gone. I doesn’t know how many are you are still following me read my every posted might be zero of you. Anyway, I just wrote as a memory of mine, my life my soul should be write out, because I always forget the past.

Last Saturday this is 30 January 2010. I have a date with my friend – Milky Chua Mei Teng . Milky bring along her course-mate. A guy and 2 girls, we have movie together. Still remember that we did a stupid thing when we wanted one more ticket. =D Here the short story begin, received a call from Milky course-mate, she said she come back from some place than the door was locked, cannot open. (Skipped) At last, Milky request she to have a movie with us seem got another 2 course-mate are joining us. It is also because there are no one stays in the hostel. Than the girl decide to come along with her another 2 friends. We rush to TGV-cinema, as expected there are so many people is Q-ing up, no point for us to Q-up for almost more than half hour to buy a ticket. So we walk to the counter area, trying to search for someone asks he/she help us to buy one more ticket. We are so lucky, there is a gang of teenagers are in the first place of the line, than Milky said, and you dare to go ask them? Then I said, you ask I accompany you go. =) At last, the guy helps us to buy a ticket, we got the last ticket on that showing time. =D Thanks the guy very much.

When Milky friends reached, she intro me to her friends, she said, my Best Friend – Kher Li. Feel so touching. (= Anyway, I not really remember, I already forget what her friends name, only remember the guy named Jake. It is just because too easy get to remember.
Here a dialog between us before us entre for our movie start.
“Nah, kherli, Jake look like Teck Wah rite?” Milky.
“His hair style only larh.” Kherli.
“No larh, he really looks like Wah larh.” Milky.
Then I show the picture to her friends, they laugh.
Why Jeff not be appear early than my current boyfriends. If he appear early than him, I’ll accept Jake as my boyfriend. Current boyfriend named Wong Teck Wei (I forget the last word). Just remember similar with Teck Wah. @@ Milky told me this.

The “driver” of the day – Desmond Hee Kah Wai. =D Unexpected to meet up with him than ask him to fetch me back. Wei Yang is so happy, because he no needs to wait his mother at Desmond house can straight go back home. =D By the way, Wei Yang and I stay in the same housing area. Anyway, Thanks You Desmond Hee!! 

The movie is doesn’t well as my fancy yet my tears drop and it is touching and funny. =) We bought a same dress that day. This my second time to buy new year clothes with friends. (= Milky told her friends, she(kherli) always need to me help her to resolve the problem that she get into. Eh, Milky, i also got always give you my opinion lorh.

Here the story about working life of Teacher Kher Li in Blossom Kids Nursery. The principle and popo treats her good enough. She got her first month salary on time. I love Teacher Kher Li, a kid told her. We get along to each others. But I found out, I kids of this Nursery got something problem, easy to tears drop, love to screams. (x.x) Zhi Hang totally lost control this evening (03/02/2010 – Wednesday)! He darg my leg while he was crying and call me "mama" =_= Made me could not stand steady and fallen down sit on the floor. >.< Don't even know i should angry or laugh? yet i am laughing that time and my tears dorp! Lucky he doesn't claw or bite or pinch me. (He did it before)

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坐上幸福热气球，开始咯~

幸福热气球：第一阶段

1.绰号: chocolate / 巧克力
2.星座：Taurus
3.生日：11st May.
4.兴趣：Read story book wrote by Xu You Bin or any author of odonata campany and others. Read comic expecially is Detective Conan or any comic is about detective. Go movie/gossip with friends. Play with kids.
5.血型：AB
6.最宝贵的东西: Laptop? Phone? My memory card and my presents that friends present me when my birthday. Friendship. Happiness life that I have.
7.最讨厌的东西 : People blame, doesn’t trust, lie me.

幸福热气球：第二阶段

1.有喜欢的人吗: Maybe?
2.有交往吗: Nope.
3.幸福吗：-
4.他很爱你吗：-
5.如果你有勇气最想做什么：-

幸福热气球：第三阶段

1.你被谁点：Julia.
2.他是你的谁：Friends.
3.他的个性是：don’t know
4.他长得怎样：not bad larh.
5.跟他认识多久：hmm.. ‘09’s Father Day
6.你想跟他说什么 : Good Luck for your exam and Take Care.
7.如果他变成你的情人：impossible.

幸福热气球：第四阶段

1.最爱的音乐：Slow, Romantic & Touch.
2.最爱的季节：autumn?
3.最爱的卡通：Doraemon. <3
4.最爱的颜色：white , sky blue.
5.最想去的国家：Taiwan, Hong Kong & China again. Japan? Korea? Australia?
6.最爱的水果：Honeydew, pear.
7.最爱的饮料：100plus, Iced Lemon Tea.
8.最爱的人: Family.

幸福热气球：第五阶段

1.你很爱哭吗：Sometime when get hurt.
2.你很爱笑吗：Not really.
3.你是很有信心的人吗：Not really.
4.你想要怎样的生活：Stay in happiness life. They are all around me!
5.你喜欢自己吗：Of Course.
6.你喜欢音乐吗：yea, I love music.
7.你喜欢体育吗：nope.
8.你喜欢跳舞吗：nope.
9.你很专情吗：hmm.. might be?
10.你喜欢睡觉吗：Yap.
11.你喜欢唱歌吗：Not really.

幸福热气球：第六阶段

1. Seng Him
2. Xiao CK
3. Xiao ND
4. Kher Yi
5. Matthew
6. Set Lee
7. Wai Jiun
8. Kelvin
9. John Son
10. Khai Shwan
[五号跟谁谈恋爱]: Single?
[一号是男的还是女的]：Boy.
[六号人很好吗]：Yea, sure larh.
[二号很色吗]：YAP. Jkjk.
[七号跟三号在一起吗]：LOLs. Impossible.
[八号是单身吗]：Yea.
[你会追求四号吗]：She my sister.
[十号喜欢一号吗]：both are guys leh. Not gay larh!
[五号读那间学校]：Graduated in high school.Contineu his studies at Kimarie?
[六号喜欢谁]：XH. Hehex.
[二号喜欢唱歌吗]：Don’t think so.
[你爱七号吗]：Yea,love her as my friends.
[三号住哪]：Puchong Jaya.
[十号跟你告白]：Primary school friend. =_=
[四号有宠物吗]：Already rest in peace.

如果你有三个愿望 ,Tell me your wish :

1. Live/Life better than others.
2. Will be success in my future.
3. Friendship Forever. =D

-The End-

生活篇172之工作记

想了很久，想我得从哪里说起，最后，我还是决定用华语写。来简单说说我Teacher Kherli的幼儿园生活。但是最近负责人还有小学的女孩们都叫我巧克力（chocolate）。反正我觉得这个名字比较有亲切感，叫我老师我还真的有点不习惯呢。跟院长没有什么距离感，说说笑话，顶顶嘴。有时候，女孩们还会帮我做些简单的东西，真的万分感激。

其实是没有什么特别的，这两个星期的生活都是一样的。早上起来就开电脑，然后就吃一个早餐加午餐的一顿饭！过后就走路去做工了。在一个大太阳的时候走路，真的不是滋味。在幼儿园上班也有两个星期咯，时间过得真的很快很快。上班时间过得更快呢，等他们吃好午餐然后冲凉，过后就做功课或玩游戏。（他们几个小瓜每天都玩相同的一幅拼图，每次都要我收拾，明明就有很多幅，他们偏偏就是喜欢哪一幅。看到我都快闷傻了。）然后就是睡觉时间了，长达2个小时。他们真的很奇怪，要打要骂才肯入睡！这个时候，我就的准备其它功课了。画画是我的死穴，我真的拚了！刚开始的时候，还真的画到很想哭呢，不好意识的说。现在我可以说，我的画画是有进步一些呢。待他们起身过后，就要教他们做功课了，然后给他们吃饭和冲凉过后在喝牛奶。再下来就是继续给他们做功课，教他们直到他们的父母来载他们。我发现在幼儿园的小孩子，都是有亲戚关系的，要不是哥妹，姐妹，兄弟就是表兄弟了。

Guys, just ignore the upper posted. =) I know it is sound lame and bored. Currently this life which become a Nursery’s teacher! I am enjoyed but it is killing me too. =( Anyway, wish me luck for coming weeks, 1 month plus to go. I’ll be a good and kindness teacher in the following weeks. =) I’ll miss them after I hit to continue my studies! I do really feel happy when I stay with them in the few hours per day. Matthew said, record down their noise, playback when I was feeling sad. (: Look like a stupid action, but i did. Not recorded video larh of course, just captured some picture when i felt they are cute enough.  

I wish this Saturday come faster. =) Tiger Woo Hoo!! Hope will have a nice day with Mei Teng <3 It been long time I never have a walk or movie with her le, I do really miss the time that we walked/spend together. She is the greatest between them. Girl, I miss you. We share life and days with each other. Although we never talk but we chat. Text each other to let know we are FINE.

Daddy asks me a weird question just now when we were having dinner.
“ei, why you don’t want to go to dye your hair ?” daddy
“hmm.. don’t want. My hair already have colour.” me
“speechless.” daddy
(Ps, my hair was in dark brown colour since I’m small, teacher always asked me, ei, kherli, you dyed your hair arh? )

我说，
真正的知心朋友不需要时常见面，常常粘在一起。
久久发出一封充满温馨的信息或问候，心知就好！
偶尔来一次小小的聚会，聊聊你我生活，开心就好！
朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有。
当你孤单压得叫不出来时，我第一时间送出关怀！
一个真诚的眼神，一句真诚的慰问，我惜福。

Kherli’s wishlist.

Friendship Forever. (LYJS, 6s, 5usm, Didamik Asas, Seng Him & Dicko) =)

Have a Happy Chinese New Year 2010, ang pao ang pao I m waiting for it. (=

Wants to have an unforgettable 18th Birthday on 11st May 2010!

-The End-

☃ 金牛座 ❤

十二星座男女关系，谈金牛与其它：

金牛座和白羊還蠻能和平相處，
金牛和金牛容易互相不爽，

和雙子成為好友的機率很大，

和巨蟹座則是有如家人一樣彼此照顧！

而金牛和獅子可以說是死對頭，

和處女則是天生絕配，

和天秤是相當的對眼。

至於金牛與天蠍間有著致命的吸引力，

與射手互相欣賞，

和摩羯志同道合，和水瓶互相不滿，

和雙魚則是超級好朋友。

-The End-

生活篇171之Teacher kherli.

Seem I have long time never upload picture to my blog le. Yea, I am now to update some picture that I took this few week or month. Okay, let's roll down and have a look. Here we go~

When 31th December 2009. The last day of 2009. I went Sunway Pyramid countdown with my lovely friends. Have a date with Seng Him too. As you guys know, we are famous with disturb people. They did it to Seng Him too. Make me laugh non stop. Seng Him was so so so SHY. A great memory with them. They are my only.

Chay Jeong 1st day and also only 1 day of work.

Teck Wah & kherli with the Red Cap. Actually we refuse to wear that always. Becouse of MPPJ we forced to wear that. Wah said kherli look like a primary school children. T.T Sudoku and story books is portion of our life. We spent most of the time to sit there and having crap with each and others.

At Blossom Kindergarten. My 2nd job! Hang Hang used up 1 and half hour to finish a bowl of rice. Zhao Jer the talkative child. Wui Jie loves to ask question. Hoong Lit is the smartest among them. Zhi Yi the most pig. (as popo said) Zhi Yuen the most lazy child. Amelia like to teach others. Xin Yi loves to stick with others. Thien Le the obedient. Cyrus the noughty, he want to sleep when asking he finish up his homework, he was happy and will not feel sleepy when playing around. I am who I am? I am Teacher Kherli. I used 2 days the momorize all their name and what I ought to do when I am on duty I mean working.

I <3 kherli.

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生活篇170之结束与开始的边界

买肉干的工作已经落幕了，接下来就是去幼儿园当助教！首先，我要谢谢嘉伦，因为他愿意代替我的位子在档口给德华做个伴。谢谢德华？这个人不必谢的啦，有事没事都把我气一番才可以的，我不在后，你就没有人可以欺负了也，是时候换你给人家欺负了。哈哈！当然我也要谢谢我的老师兼老板- 彭志义先生！万分感激你给我这个机会做这份工，还有抱歉所答应的事情我没有履行。朝着目标，走下去就是了。

这几天的生活都是闷闷的，跟朋友们也没什么两句的。就在档口打打闹闹的过日子，开始觉得毕业了真的不是件很好的事情，我还想回学校继续念书。但，我知道这是不可能在穿上校服，回到相处5年的学校上课了。下次回去与其说是我最后一次回去，应该是3月回去拿那张气死人的文凭了。真的越来越没有把握了，想到这里，我就真的很想落泪。拜托，不能为了过去了的事流泪，只是能怪自己不努力用功！

寂寞。好了 - 已经习惯了寂寞的声音。

很想筹备一个火锅派对，但是无从下手。

你，能给意见吗？

给成谦的朋友，

先申明我和谦根本就不是你们想象中的那样，我和谦本来就只是两个很好的朋友。并没有你们想象的那样，我没有喜欢他，他也没有喜欢我。就只是单纯的友谊 - 好朋友，知己。他，真的是一个可以谈心的朋友，我珍惜我和他这份难得的友谊。不要在误会我和他了啦，会不好意识的呢！全中华，把我和他牵连(不是爱情)。

明天就要重新投入另一个工作环境，有点点的紧张。你们会支持我罢？祝我好运。

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